I know that your hurting, I’m still hurting too. I fortunately have a lot of distractions to try and keep my mind off things, and It works sometimes, sometimes it doesn’t though. But I hope that you are able to find some peace soon. I so wish that I could take all your pain away, but I know that I can’t do that. I have caused most of it, and I am so sorry for that. I want things to be like they were but I’m afraid that’s not possible, at least not now. I don’t want to hurt you ever again and I know that would probably happen again.
I read them, every single one. :-(